Im a wreck. One day I’m fine and not caring and then days like today where I drive around for hours with no destination. She fucked me up so bad. I was nothing but good to her. She was the one gf where I treated her the best I could. I tried to spoil her and give her everything and look where it got me. I really can’t take it anymore. I’m just living day by day with no ambitions anymore. She ripped that apart. I was trying to work hard and better myself to have a future for us and it blew up in my face.